did u kno that the most amazing girl ive ever met is not only an accomplished artist, but also a kickass feminist, with peak looks/style and taste. if any of u want to check her out i heard she has a tumblr: bijunkie.tumblr.com
i love you and you’re amazing and i wish you were here because i miss you so much
yo who is from the UK and has a functioning link to watch the new series of America’s Next Top Model?
i’m disgusting unloveable trash paralysed by my own anxiety and my own desires with no true yearnings and no true concerns i am mindlessly stuttering my way through everything i’ve wanted and i can’t touch it i can’t feel it i can’t do anything about it i’m so tired
Depression is stupid and not a thing that makes me a better writer. One time I went a whole year without writing and I stayed in bed and drank. Fuck your Bukowskisms. I want sunlight and love and running down some street I’ve never been on where it’s warm and cool at the same time and I’m smiling. I want nothing to ever be bad again- and I don’t mean that I want a life free of conflict, I mean that I want a life free of meaningless conflict. Not being able to will oneself to take a shower or leave the house is meaningless. There is nothing to be gained, no lesson to be learned from that kind of life. My heart is stale, my prose is stale. Give me fire if you want to hurt me. Give me something I can taste. There’s nothing romantic or mysterious about where I am. There’s nothing here worth holding onto.
—By Joshua Espinoza (via doubtsbestally)
also might be developing a crush on someone but i’m not sure yet